neverfallen

desperate attempts have failed what do i have to show except dried up tears and a broken heart now where do i go nothing seems to be working nothing seems to be fair should i continue trying should i continue to care

THINGS COULD BE BETTER YET, THEY COULD BE WORSE YOU WERE MY LAST AND YOU WERE MY FIRST I KNEW THE STORM WAS COMING YET, I DO NOT KNOW WHERE IT WAS MADE NOW IT'S TOO LATE FOR SHELTER TOO LATE TO LOOK FOR SHADE I KNOW I SAID I WAS ALRIGHT AND THAT I WAS OKAY WITH THIS BUT I CAN'T HELP MYSELF FROM WANTING TO CLINCH MY FISTS WHERE DO WE GO FROM HERE DO WE GO FORWARD, DO WE GO BACK WHICH EVER DIRECTION WE CHOOSE COULD I EVER WIN YOU BACK BECAUSE IT SEEMS THAT BATTLE HAS ALREADY BEGUN IT SEEMS THAT BATTLE HAS ALREADY BEEN WON I CAN NOT GO ON LIVING WITHOUT YOU BY MY SIDE MY LIFE ENDED OVERNIGHT BUT, ATLEAST I TRIED

IMAGES IN MY HEAD OF UNWANTED SCENERY THE ACTIONS BEING PLAYED OUT MOST PEOPLE WOULD PAY TO SEE I KNOW THESE THINGS WILL NEVER HAPPEN SO I SHOULD NOT CARE BUT IT'S DIFFICULT TO IGNORE WHEN YOU'RE NEVER THERE THE NIGHTMARES OF PIMA COUNTY ARE NOT HELPING THIS PAST LIVES WITH NO INTRUDERS I'M BEGINNING TO MISS HERE WE GO ANOTHER NIGHT WITH YOU NOT HOME WASTED TIME, WASTED SPACE SITTING ALONE ONCE AGAIN IS THIS ALL HAPPENING ONCE AGAIN I KNOW I'VE BEEN IN THIS SITUATION BEFORE ONE WAY STREET, NO LEFT TURN JUST ANOTHER DETOUR I'VE TOLD MYSELF A HUNDRED TIMES THIS JUST CAN NOT BE HIDDEN TRUTH MIXED WITH HIDDEN LIES WH